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The Fruit of All My Grief

Lives in the Shadows of the American Dream

by J. Malcolm Garcia


A look at who and what is left behind when politicians, the media and the viewers of the media have moved on to the next headline, these real-life stories take us from the families scraping by in New Orleans after Hurricane Katrina, to the prisoner sentenced to life for transporting drugs to save his son's life, to the soldier who served his country only to be deported. The Fruit of All My Grief tells those stories that are most frequently left untold, and highlights the universal themes of endurance, struggle, survival, and the injustice of mammoth institutions and public indifference. Both the harvest and the grief of J. Malcolm Garcia's soaring narrative let us feel the fears, hopes, and outrage of those living in the shadows of the American dream.


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“I’ve used essays from The Fruit of All My Grief as required reading in my narrative long-form writing class. I urge students to do what J. Malcolm Garcia does here so brilliantly: he listens to the voices of real people and then he channels their collective hopes and desires, their struggle against what John Steinbeck called the 'marching phalanx' arrayed against them. Others write about Wall Street. Then there’s Malcolm’s Street—the back alleys and shuttered storefronts of the inner city, the suburbs with their hidden desperation, the forgotten rural towns. In other words, the 99 percent of America.”

“Garcia demonstrates his strong reporting skills and empathetic writing in this collection . . . Compassionate, memorable tales from a journalist who understands the significance of revealing the inner lives of marginalized individuals.”

“Studs Terkel Prize–winning journalist Garcia (The Khaarijee) tells 11 stories about people harmed by corporations, judges, and governments, with deep empathy and incredible attention. . . Garcia respectfully presents the realities his subjects are facing from their own perspectives, and he has a gift for polishing the story of a life until its heart shines through. This humane, urgent work will move readers.”

J. Malcolm Garcia is the author of The Khaarijee: A Chronicle of Friendship and War in Kabul (Beacon 2009); What Wars Leave Behind: The Faceless and Forgotten(University of Missouri Press 2014); Without A Country: The Untold Story of America's Deported Veterans (Skyhorse Press 2017); and Riding through Katrina with the Red Baron's Ghost: A Memoir of Friendship, Family and a Life Writing Stories (Skyhorse Press 2018). Garcia is a recipient of the Studs Terkel Prize for writing about the working classes and the Sigma Delta Chi Award for excellence in journalism. His work has been anthologized in Best American Travel WritingBest American Nonrequired Reading, and Best American Essays.